I miss Jeffrey. I had the horrid question that I hate to answer today. "how many kids do you have, Colleen?" Sometimes is it alright if I just say two and be done with it? Maybe if I get to know the person better later I can tell them the real story? Is that disrespectful to Jeff?  We were in the gym and I was on the elyptical thing that really kicks my ass hard and it was at the end or my 1 1/2 hour workout so I'm already light headed which makes me emotional anyway. I don't know, what do you think?