I have this bathtub that looks like it's own room. It is red & white tile and is also a jaccuzi. Last night I got into it for the first time. I figure it will cost a lot to fill it with hot water every day and we live inthe desert so this will be a Saturday bath only. Showers may be daily. I turned on the switch and thought I was catapulted into heaven!!! The water rumbles and boils and does what it does. Very theraputic. Today I am having lunch with a sister that I have only seen once since the funeral. There will be much talking about Jeff. Even though we have not been close in years she still stayed close to my kids. I'm kinda uneasy about seing her. Don't understand why.  Jeffrey, I miss you. Dance to the Music of the Night and I will dance with you.