OK. I just reread my last journal. I was pretty upset then and in a hurry to go to work. What happened at the cardiologist's office was this. The EKG lady, innocently asked me if I knew Jeffrey Fleckenstein. I said, "Yes. I'm his mom." She didn't recognize me because of the weight I've gained and she was wearing a wig so I didn't remember her. She gave Jeff his EKGs at his doctor's office for 10 years. She caught me off guard. I lost it in the little room. Cried a lot. The doc came in while I was still pretty upset and I know he asked me questions but I don't remember what. All I do know for sure is that I will recieve a phone call telling me when some test will be and I'll come back in 3 months. I feel like such a fool. This was a very important visit. It's my heart for crying out loud. Now I have to call someone from the office and explain myself. Maybe I'll stalk the EKG lady and have her tell me what I missed. I have not smoked today!!!