This picture is me & Jeff over 25 years ago. We were so beautiful! I weigh double that now and Jeff is upstairs in an urn. What the hell happened? Today is the 21st. I hate every 21st now. They didn't used to bother me but ever since then I would like to just sedate myself and sleep through it. What makes it even worse is the fact that today is Thursday. Thursday is the busiest day at work. The most stressful. Oh well. Maybe I'll get too busy to even think about the day that I lost my son. No I didn't loose him. He was right in front of my eyes. Jeffy, I miss you so much. Please come back.
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So sorry today is so difficult. Those dates and particular days of the week seem to haunt us for quite some time but in time it gets a little easier and then they become another day. Hang in there. Much love. Robin
I\'m sorry & understand. I try not to know the date. Not a good idea for paying bills. (smile) The 25th of the month tears me apart. Sending you my love. Hope you feel better. Love Lucille
hugging u tight colleen..sure do understand ur feeling...ur not alone...and the dates of every month just bring all flashbacks back again.......mine is the 20th for cody and it is so heartwrenching....hang in there...luv ya
I hear you. Just put your head down and work. It will help to be busy. You were and are both beautiful. Love and hugs cathy
I am very very sorry that you feel so sad :(
Oh Colleen i am here and you call me anytime and i know how the 21st is. I was angry today and wanted to scream and scream ... We must hang in there together somehow and someway.
Love to you
Dawn