I am missing my son like crazy today. This picture was taken 2 months after Jeff went on the transplant list. He had Mono. The young man next to him is his half brother Tommy.    I had other stuff I wanted to say but I just heard on the news that there was a shooting on the same corner where my son works at Circle K. I've been debating. Do I go or stay. I'm going. Just to make sure.   Um. This news show is recorded.  Jake was home then. You know I used to do this stuff when my kids were younger but now that I am so paranoid about losing another one I think I just go overboard.   When Jeff was two my mom bought him a tricycle. I lived upstairs in an apartment. Yes. while I was getting the baby brother, stroller and locking the door, Jeff rode his trike down the stairs. Didn't even get hurt.