Today is four months since my Jeffrey died. I'm not well. My huband is at the VA ER. My son Tony is out looking for a job. That leaves me here alone until I go to work. I hate to be alone. I miss Jeffrey so much it feels like I'm going to cry my heart right out of my mouth lie vomit.I'll try the ativan, that's what it's for, right? Please pray for me that I make it through this day. Colleen Today is four months since my Jeffrey died. I'm not well. My huband is at the VA ER. My son Tony is out looking for a job. That leaves me here alone until I go to work. I hate to be alone. I miss Jeffrey so much it feels like I'm going to cry my heart right out of my mouth lie vomit.I'll try the ativan, that's what it's for, right? Please pray for me that I make it through this day. Colleen
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sweetie, hang in there. the worse times we face are when we are alone. and that is when we allow those tapes to play in our minds .... you know the tapes .... the things past, present and future. we just try to hold on to every thing good about our child. besides baby, this is all still new, raw, hurting and very painful for you. take the time for you. be loving and kind to yourself. allow yourself a moment to take a breath. you will manage to get thru the day and you will wonder how. just know that i am here. let me know what i can do for you. love you! ~ charlayne
Colleen, you need to hang in there. We are all where you are. Time will make it alittle easier. Everynite before i go to sleep, I know it is one more day over and one more day closer to Jake. Keep living while we are here and dreaming of the day we will be together. Lots of love, jake\'s mom, kathy
Sorry you are having such a hard day. I always find it hard to be alone with my thoughts and sorrow.
sorry yr day is a bad day, just be strong ok,god bless,cilla
Hugs to you------> ((((Colleen))))
Amanda
F.R.O.G.