Vacation!!!

We went on a trip with my daughter and a friend of her's.My husband was going to work while we where out of town but he decided to stay with us the whole time.I knew that was a bad idea,vacations with the family are always terrible.He drinks everyday and he is with us all the time which is never as good idea.He has a hard time tolerating so much family togetherness.He always say's it is me.He belittles me to the kids all the time and I hate it.Then he gets mad when I don't respond to his jokes of me the way he wants.He starts calling me all kinds of terrible things,but thankfully he doesn't do it in front of the kids.He tells me to shut up in front of them and the thing is I hardly talk,around him ,I learned a long time ago to watch what I say around him.Well we are home now and all those things he called me are stuck in  my head! He's ready for me to be over it. It seems to get harder with time to just get over being called terrible  things.One word is stuck there,you are a worthless piece of shit! he calls me that alot.The whole time we where gone he did this every day!I'm  feeling very anxious all the time, I don't know what to do . I doubt myself,about everything, I almost feel as if I can't make it much longer.I do feel worthless!