Hello all,Well not much has happened, we decieded not to have the IUI, and got our appointment through from the NHS to have our free ICSI treatment next April, they want me to start me drugs in april and then have my egg transfer in May, so thats really good news and really isnt that far away now. I just hope that this time they gey some really good quailty eggs from me and i products loads last time but they where poor quality,  i think they will up my drugs next time, I gave them all my paper work from my last treatment that we had this May so they can see what happened to us and hopefully improve it for next time, they only thing that will be different is that they wont be putting me out for the egg collection like I had last time, they give you deep sedation?? has anyone had this and if so what was it like and how did you feel during and after egg collection?I must admit that for the last two months I have had really really bad PMT, I'd get angry, moan alot, hot sweats and get upset easily and cry alot too, all behind close doors of course, my husband doesnt know how i feel as i dont tell him but he does keep going on about me keep moaning  and asks me what is wrong with me. I hope this one works out for us, if it dosent then we are going to have another try afterwards and pay for it ourselves and if that doesnt work then I think we need to look at sperm and egg doners but to be honest Im not quiet sure about that and if I really could have it done and give birth and love someones elses child, so we shall see what happens and how we feel about it, I mean we are talking a good years or so before we have to think about that one.Anyway its good to hear from you all and that im glad that some of us are already expecting and hope it is all going well for you all. Keep in touchLove to you all xxxxxxxxxxx