Waiting...

I want to be on Broadway so much it hurts. That's the only place I can be, the only place I will allow myself to end up. No, no. I don't want to be on Broadway; I have to be on Broadway. I have to get up there. I have to perform. Sing and dance and breathe and feel alive. 
I've got to leave all this stuff behind... The flowers and stars. I don't care how beautiful they are, they aren't there. I can't take them with me. I can only allow mobility and change in my heart. Only the things that constantly change. That will help me along the way, I think.
When I get there I will think of this night and how alone I feel. How much I wish I could just snap my fingers and be there. I will remember this feeling of sickness in my stomach and smile, knowing that these were the times will be compensated. My suffering will not go without release. I will be happy.
Please, let it be soon.

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deleted_user
deleted_user

You can do it Hae. You\'ve obviously got enough determination and you\'ve got the talent. Don\'t ever give up your dream to be on Broadway, no matter the setbacks. When you\'ve got a passion like this you can\'t let it go. You\'ll get there. And I\'ll come see you! :)
haemae624
haemae624

(: Love you, Kels!!
deleted_user
deleted_user

hey, we can get there together (: keep singing, love you!!