20 mg of lexapro, day two for it, so far so good.  seemed a bit drugged at first, but it may have been my imagination catching up with me.  i am not sure yet still about the 20 but, i am into getting things resolved, getting the medication properly titrated then, seeing someone to see if we can make it all better without drugs.  i still did two xanax's over the course of the day, nothing out of the ordinary.  it's been raining and depressing here with the weather, but i've still felt good.  the rain is badly needed so why not, right?  anyway, peace to you all, and a wonderful night and day tomorrow.