oh boy, the closing is delayed.  won't be til monday now..................  it's the other party, so i'll relax more this weekend instead of moving boxes and heavy furniture like mad all weekend, between the 12 hours shifts at work.  i don't know whether to jump for joy, or be angry.i got through yesterday with no anxiety.  peace, and all the wonderful ammenities.  back to work today, had to take the xanax half tablet within 5 minutes of arriving there, then the other half a couple of hours later, but all in all, i kept it at bay.  right now, i am just worried about my friend jordanross, here in the anxiety forum.  he reminds me of me about 4 years ago.  he's quite a young fellow, who needs support and has been suffering choking anxiety for a while now,  he needs to take the pill he's been prescribed.  it's easy for me to say it, but i know that it's what he needs.  i am a mediphobe too, so i understand how he feels about taking it, but i've researched it over and over again and beleive it will help him immensely and that it is safe.  he is from England, and they don't use benzos there.  if you know him, please give him some support. thanks to all, later john