Well day two off the antiobiotics, and i must admit I feel somewhat better.  yesterday i had the terrible panic attack.  I am still stunned how it just popped back into my daily routine like it did.....It's like being asulted my a familiar entitiy.  But, then again, a stranger.  I went to work today, and it began with me trembling, I had the xanax in hand, but somehow after eating felt better and ready to take on the day..  I am going to call this a good day.  I made it without the xanax too.