14 weeks today

today is 14 weeks, going well.  No pulling today.  I'm not using anything to cover my bald patches.  usually I wear dermmatch and a hairpiece.  All 3 huge bald spots have a decent covering of hair.  some is really sparse in areas where I have been pulling for 30 years.  I'm kind of in a place where I dont care if anyone notices anymore.  I'm always so paranoid that someone will ask, it has happened in the past and it was horrible.  I never know what to say if someone asks, luckily it has not happened many times.  I really hope this is beyond me now.  I can't wait to have my hair done.  I have to wait at least another month.