Somebody please help me. I have a 2 yr old daughter who i love more than the world, i cannot be having these problems when i need to concentrate on being the best mom possible. I have ptsd soo bad and every day i take 1 mg xanax to calm me down. I was on zoloft for 5 years which helped soo much bt it seemed to stop so i got off and switched to a diff one (effexor) but that made me severely depressed and worse panic attacks so now i just started therapy and zoloft again. Please readmy story and help me if you relate or have gone thru similar things. I go through my nights waiting for hallucinations or weird things to happen all bc of the one time i smoked too much pot when i was 16, it traumatized me.