went to see my doctor to hes a new one and hes was great he listen to me told me he can get me help at last nomore doctors talking crap and not helping i mean thats whot there here for am not saying all docotrs are the same but most are he give me dieazpam but am not sure if to take them am going to keep fighting this depresssion eg  without meds lets see how long hope all are ok big hugs