hi all  been feeling down crazy just dont want to feel this why nomore but then i say theres worst off then me the doctor give me tablets chloromazine 50mg am to scared to take them as there anisiotic i have been going out i stared my driveing lessons i was scared but i done it also i have a young girl that lives with me and my girls she was 18 so we had a good day my sis moved back with me after her boyfriend smacked her around she has a drink problem she stopping now i took her to aa i havent been in 12 month but i stayed for her as i panick to much it was 1 hour it killed me but i whet i cant go to nomore but she still going so thats good i read the big book every nite so that helps me i just want to feel better i keep getting flash backs of things its scares me but i have to get my head togetter cant anyone tell me wots the best tablets to go on i dont want to take them all the time just when i feel bad can anyone help thank you big hugs