hi to all well i havent been on for a bit i was getting my head together well i thought i was starting to feel sick again the mad things going on in my head am on 30 mg of mitazpine the doc said there working so told me to put them up to 45mg am not sure as i was feeling better but now feel so sickĀ back it comes and goes i just wish i could feel better and all of us on here but all we can do is pray the things that go on in my head are crazy its like everythink stops i go in a world of my own it scares me i blank out for a min i forget things all the time even say things back to frontĀ  even forgeting how to write so am sorry if the spelling wrong am forgetting some words dos everyone get this big hugs to all

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Hi Marie.. I\'m on 45mg Mirtazapine and for the first time in my life I am depression free (by that I mean clinical depression not reactive depression). I had to fight a psychiatrist to get on this level of dose and I am glad I did as before the dose was increased, that black football in my chest had not quite dissolved enough - now it has. For the first few weeks on the 45mg dose, I felt very tired all the time but that passed. Huge Hug.