Pain

It has been a diffcult couple of months. I am in constant pain. My back and neck are killing me. My hips also. I have bone loss in hips and spinal stenosis. I 'm having alot of faimly stress. My aging father is very diffcult and  he moved far away , he left Florida to move to New mexico. I live in N.J My sister is fighting with him. They try to put me in the middle. My father-in-law passed away and my mother-in-law is also a diffcult woman. As both of them age they are getting bitter and diffcult. I am thankful we can choose our friends. The stress isn't helping me. I want to live pain free or at least not have such long lasting pain day in and day out.  It diffcult for me to function with this pain. I am trying so hard to keep my chin up and not give in to pain. I am getting depressed from it. I dont want to but it is hard not to.