We hung out with the family today and my 18 month old nephew, Ethan.  He is the cutest kid, I must say.  He and I have bonded more now that he has gotten older and can remember his Aunt Chel.  I almost started bawling today when my husband started playing with Ethan.  He was chasing him and Tim even picked him up.  I have never seen Tim pick up any child in the 6 years that I have known him.  I just know that loosing our third child is really hitting him hard.  I wish that my body would cooperate.  We aren't getting any younger.