I thought that this time it would last.  On may 11 my pregnancy test said positive!  I couldn't wait to tell Tim.  I was feeling different than I did in February.  I didn't have cramps or pain.  I felt tired and had indegestion and just felt pregnant.  I got too excited.  The doctor told me that we wouldn't do any blood work this time because it would drive me nutz.  He did schedule an ultrasound for me so I could hear the heartbeat.  This gave me so much hope that he thought it was gonna work.  Then the next day I started bleeding.  Every damn time I go to the doctor, I start to bleed the next day!!  So then on Friday "the product of conception" came out of me and I started to freak out!  That was such a horrible way to hold your child for the first and last time.  Why can't my body be normal?