what to do
Well its that time again! Still feel like im losing friends. Am I seriously that bad of a person? I never do anything wrong or disrespectful to people. Thats probaly my problem I let people run over me. Ive always been that way. Thats probaly why my family still treat me like im 10. I mean seriously what do you do when you feel like the world is crashing in around you? Im not that great of a person! I mean like I never do anything we dont usually have the money too. But I mean I work when im suppose to take care of my grandparents the best I can. The really only person besides my mom and grandma I got here for me is Juanita she has to hear me cry at night and hold me and have to deal with it all and she shouldnt have to. My family lost a dear friend today The lady that I felt like was another grandmother to me. I cant cope with it dont know how im suppose to feel what im suppose to do or anything. The landlord/ my boss called because our trash can was at the end of the driveway raising hell! I dont guess she realized monday was a holiday and tuesday it was pouring rain all day. Why are people so inconsiter of other peoples feelings? It makes no sense. People really need to take the quote before you say something walk in there shoes Seriously. Thats what I think about before I make a comment about anyone. I just dont get people anymore they really dont care about other people. Im too kind hearted and Im gonna change maybe if im a douche bag more people would respect me and I might have friends. I truely believe nice guys finish last!
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Yopu have a friend in me k be strong hun u can and will do it
Praying for u tonite :)
and hun..i sumtimes believe the same but we must be strong k :)
-Dia
Awe buddy it will be ok, just stay who u are. If people dont treat u well then they are not friends, real friends stay by u no matter what the good and the bad. I understand tho sometimes it can be hard if it seems like ur friends are not there. Thats wonderful u have a awesome spouse and some family to support u. Hugs im here as a friend if u need one.