update!

So my mom got married, And hes a jerk hes put our whole family through hell. Shes given up both of her kids for him. What kind of mom does that. So any ways I still got my support rock juanita. I love her. Shes my everything. Im trying to not let my emotions get to me with all this crap about my mom. And on top of that. My grandma finally had her knee surgery we was expecting her home today. but her kidneys are dry so hopefully tomorrow. I havent never realize how much she holds this family together but she does. I ve been having anxiety attacks every since shes left. I miss her and shes just a few countys away. We are going to vist her. my heart is just acheing im tried of the so much stress. And we are planning the wedding. we got the colors picked out. Lavendar and off white. Itsgonna be perfect.