Well been busy getting wood. Going out a couple days a week.  A lady friend, and my son are helping.. They use the saws (their choice) and have a good quick routine going and I am the cahin sharpener and repairer (is that a word?) AND I stack the wood in the truck...  Well last week everything was going good, I was repairing the big chain saw and the wrench slipped and I burned my arm on the exhaust.... Ugh.. Now that hurt.. And we had no first aid equipment, only ice from the cooler which I used.. They stacked the wood so I could get home and take care of it... NOW I have a three inch burn on my fore arm...(I will live!)  Oh happy days..  So no wood this week... We are hoping to go out Monday... And get things done....  Went to my daughters for the weekend to help my grand-daughter dress for homecoming.. Wow they grow up so fast.... Then I went 50 miles south and visited a friend that was in town from Florida... After being away for four days I wanted to go home I felt stressed to the max and need to be home... They kept asking me to stay another day and I just could not....  I am so tired now though....  Getting out of the house was good..  I am 10 and a half months and some days are better then others... But I can feel myself tensing up with the anniversary in site....   I really need a job so, I am not sitting at home alone all the time.....  Say prayers I can find something soon..  I am slowly going through things in the house, getting rid of my husbands things...  I am not rushing it...  I know it is only going to get better from here on out.....