Well, I went out today... Took a crane to get me moving but I did find some great wood to get later this week..  I have to go to the National Forest  so we have to hunt for good areas so we can get some good wood...  And not have to go to areas that are diffficult.   yah...! My friend gave me some pears so I will can those tonight.. Anything to keep me busy...  I still have to go through my husbands things but I find that really difficult still...  I called our grandson and told him I just have not been able to go through things yet but I will find the knives and get them for him...  I know papa wanted him to have them... He says he understands... Thank goodness...  Gosh who knew there would be so much pain...  Boy.... It is so scary the next few months coming, The anniversary, the holidays and my birthday..  Those were always big days for us....   I got to keep busy and positive.. Lots of prayers.....