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Having issues being alone in my house. My bed shakes. I feel it when I am awake, and when I'm asleep. It freaks me out because I don't know what to do. One thing is that I don't like to be alone. I had people from the Crises hotline come over my house. I let them know my bed was shaking, and that I have anxiety of being alone in the dark. I also let them know I was out of my Invega. I had requested all of my meds from the VA, and they did not send me a refill of my Invega. There is nothing the VA can do but prescribe to me some medications. They don't have a website where people can chat at night for people suffering from PTSD, or other illness. The women from the Crises hot line stated that feeling lonely is not a reason for being hospitalized, when in fact The ideology comes from depression, psychotic, loneliness, feeling like your a burden, or doing something wrong.