...well I have been trying to let go, and believe in things just working out. To believe God will help me...us. To feel happy and make sure I think about the things I am grateful for...
 
I waiver sometimes, because I get so stressed and depressed and anxious and well scared...but I am trying hard.
I start councelling again next week. Mum has applied for the pension and I am tryng my hardest to put all my postive thinking into her getting the pension, becasue she NEEDS it so bad. She just can't hold down a job anymore.
I am praying and believing that things will all work out for all of us. Thar finally we can all feel good again.
It's all going to be ok!