ok...mum does seem fine, i just hope that is the truth!
It's new years eve, I'm going out tonight. I hope I can enjoy it.
I'm trying really hard not to panic and become really anxious right now, but I can feel myself heading that way a bit...
Trying to distract myself...and I keep saying to myself...it's going to be ok. everyone and everything is ok. I think I say it to reasure myself and it's like I'm praying to...just please let it all be ok.