Life in general makes me really nervous...and worried and anxious and scared. I worry about everything. I don't want to do anything or go anywhere, deal with any one. Some days are better then others...but today is one of those days where I just want to curl up and stay that way. But I can't cos today is Friday and on Fridays I see mum in the afternoon. She has seemed good for the last week or so, but in the state of mind Im in a feel really nervous and anxious...
 
I just want the world to leave me be. Just let me be, so I can be happy. I love the people in my life and that's not what I'm talking about. I just want to stop haivng 'problems' I guess for lack of a better word. It's all the little things that build up and make me wanna scream, when Im tryng so hard to be happy with how things are.