I'm feeling so sad and I don't even know why really...I feel like this most of the time. I can't stand it anymore.
I'm scared to feel happy becasue Im scared something will come along and ruin it.

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deleted_user
deleted_user

Let yourself be happy, you deserve it. I do know what you mean though, you find it hard to be at peace. Having BiPolar in the family there is always a feeling of impending doom. Keep talking, we can only try.
ImpalaBlack
ImpalaBlack

The wau you just put that, to feel at peace. Thats exactly it. I never feel like Im allowed to just be...