I have been feeling ok, but not right now...but my mum is so stressed and she can't cope at her job any more. We have a doctors appointment on Thursday and I'm hoping we can get him to understand us and get her on the disability pension. She has bipolar for God's sake and people expect her to cope like everyone else. I don't know what we are going to do if she can't get it. She'll be even more upset if they won't help. She can't take it and I can't see her like this anymore. I just wish I could fix things and make her be ok.
I just want to throw myself in front of a car or off the roof.
 
PLEASE please please just let us have some luck!