Going to see a councellor for the first time tomorow...feel a bit nervous. Like I did with seeing the Doctor the other day. I guess its just that I know how bad I feel. I know how bad it gets and Ive been wanting to see some one for a long while now. Now that its happening I just feel a bit scared. Scared that I won't be able to really express how I feel in oder to get the right help. Im anxious about seeing a councellor about being anxious. Crazy is me. But Im just going to try to put it out of my head for now and go and see what happens.