Everything is going pretty well. I still feel soooooo down. Sad. Aching inside. And at this moment I dont know why. I keep worrying bout things that could happen. Or stressing bout stuff that is in the past. These feeling weigh me down. I want to cry but I can't, the tears wont come. Most of the time they won't and then I'll see something sad on TV or really sweet and I'll be in tears...
I hate the way I feel. Nothing makes me truely happy anymore.