Christmas

Well, Jeremy is alone for this holiday too. I really wish the people I love could understand what I am going through right now. I called my cousin who has also had problems dealing with our family in her relationships, and I felt like she knew exactly what I was going through. I thought that for a second today my sister got it, but then I mentioned something about our parents not liking Jeremy because he is black, and she told me that is NOT the reason. Ok then what is? She hasn't sat through hours upon hours of my parents together and individually telling me they don't want me with a black guy. She thinks my parents are the best people ever, and they love her white boyfriend of 3 1/2 years. And good for her, I don't want to rain on her parade.
 
 
I know he is more alone than I am....but I feel lonely even around all these people.