the only way that i candescribe how i feel today is just like complete shit. When i told my mom this she said (of course to try to make me laugh) i was hoping you'd say you just felt like partial shit today.LOL At lease i can still try to laugh but i am experiencing soooo much emotional pain today and i felt the nedd to write about it. i am in desperate need for my relief from this pain i am experiencing. Emotional pain is definitely my domain, especially today!!! I have no intentions on "Offing" myself but I feel dead today or at least dead would be ok. im sure there are many of you who can relate to this. please feel free to post acomment cuz i need all the help and emotional distrations that i can get. Am i'm being a big baby? i really think not. i am just very ill and struggling with a severe mental illness. Thanks to all my friends who have been soooo supportive. peace and love to everyone, Lola***
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Hi Lola, I don\'t know a lot about mental illness. I\'m just getting my feet wet in real counceling and all that. But I do know emotional pain and how deep it can go. I wish I had something to say that would make you feel better but I\'m just trying to figure out how to cope in general without all my crutches. Is there something you\'ve been thinking about that won\'t give or is it just an overall feeling you are dealing with today?