It's so nice to feel better agin and I want to be able to give and show support to others who are struggling.  After four months of complete hell and struggle, my med " cocktail" is finally  taking effect.  For those of you who are waiting for your meds to work and don't feel like you can hang on any longer, try to believe that it will work eventually.  It takes so much time and patience and you feel like a human guinea pig with all the different meds they have to try etc... etc... etc.... ad naseum.  been thru hell and back a few times and would love to offer some support to others with the same illnesses as me as well as others who are struggling with emotional and/or physical.  it's easy to help others when you are doing better than in the past.  Finally, I'm back and it feels great.  thanks for reading and caring.  Please feel free to write to mr if you need some support cuz I'm good now!!!!!Take care and Peace, Lola***