reflection

These last couple of days have  been up and down,i have connect with facebook to look up old friends and even make news.I made some changes in my life i will be starting school on saturday. I am getting overwhelemed already and i havent even open one book yet.Just having doubts that i wont follow through but this is something i really want for myself.i know it wont be easy for me bc of my depression. Idont want to loss out on this and then regret it later. Saying to myslf y didnt i just finish. I have to push myself even harder .