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Well,
Today was an interesting day. As my sleep has been not so awesome, last night I took 60 temazapan a couple hours after .5mg klonopin. I still had a hard time falling asleep but once i did i slept all night thru a full 8 hrs. But all day i was super groggy, especially in the morning. Took a nap at lunch time, fell asleep ON A DIME. So I made it thru.
I realized that now I am hooked on these temazapans for sleep and yet they aren't even really working. So many people have been suggesting i try smoking weed to sleep and help my anxiety. I haven't smoked weed in over ten years. There have been a few puffs here and there when I was completely drunk, but never just out of the blue.
So I got some and I'm going to try it tonight. I am so sick of all these meds. I started having sleeping problems when I started the Effexor. I've been off the effexor for 16 days and I'm still not sleeping without temazapan.
Two other things happened today. ONE is I got a Psychiatrist appointment with one of the doctors I wanted to see, and got referred to me over in San Jose. I called him yesterday and he kinda blew me off. So I called him back and gave him the hard sell on why I want to see him, and he is going to get me in!!! This guy has two "peoples choice awards in 08 & 09" tons of good reviews online and was recommended by a friend and her friend. Only thing is he cant see me until OCTOBER 27th!!! But he's promised to call me if he had any cancellations and put me at the top of his list.
SO, that is irony, I am so sick of the meds, but I want to see a psychiatrist. I love meds but only the ones that work.
Finally, I found out today that our licensing manager is going to South America next month. This is a trip I could have been on, to Chile and Argentina, but I can't go because this stupid anxiety bullshit. But I can always go next year, so I'm not totally bummed.
Well I guess I'm going to smoke some weed and see what happens.
Today was an interesting day. As my sleep has been not so awesome, last night I took 60 temazapan a couple hours after .5mg klonopin. I still had a hard time falling asleep but once i did i slept all night thru a full 8 hrs. But all day i was super groggy, especially in the morning. Took a nap at lunch time, fell asleep ON A DIME. So I made it thru.
I realized that now I am hooked on these temazapans for sleep and yet they aren't even really working. So many people have been suggesting i try smoking weed to sleep and help my anxiety. I haven't smoked weed in over ten years. There have been a few puffs here and there when I was completely drunk, but never just out of the blue.
So I got some and I'm going to try it tonight. I am so sick of all these meds. I started having sleeping problems when I started the Effexor. I've been off the effexor for 16 days and I'm still not sleeping without temazapan.
Two other things happened today. ONE is I got a Psychiatrist appointment with one of the doctors I wanted to see, and got referred to me over in San Jose. I called him yesterday and he kinda blew me off. So I called him back and gave him the hard sell on why I want to see him, and he is going to get me in!!! This guy has two "peoples choice awards in 08 & 09" tons of good reviews online and was recommended by a friend and her friend. Only thing is he cant see me until OCTOBER 27th!!! But he's promised to call me if he had any cancellations and put me at the top of his list.
SO, that is irony, I am so sick of the meds, but I want to see a psychiatrist. I love meds but only the ones that work.
Finally, I found out today that our licensing manager is going to South America next month. This is a trip I could have been on, to Chile and Argentina, but I can't go because this stupid anxiety bullshit. But I can always go next year, so I'm not totally bummed.
Well I guess I'm going to smoke some weed and see what happens.
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