Thank you
Thank you to all the people who have sent me hugs and friend requests and messages.
I am trying to keep up with DS, but am way behind acknowledging all the messages comments etc.
Today was the 10 year date when we lost Tamzin. Too much to say here now but I felt really upset of course - so ripped off for Tamzin & his life all lost and for my younger son Nat & for me losing my baby (at all his ages).
I sort of understand cos Tamzin was so good, and its true, all of of these lost sons & daughters on here all look so good...but its too cruel.
It still makes me feel very angry and cynical at times, resentful, unforgiving all that - but I also realize I almost accept it,but not in a good way....I will never really accept it in the way I am expected to. Why isnt there a sad face? cos when you aren't ok but not feeling bad or horrible just sad. I guess the bad face is closest.
I wrote alot about Tamzin in the past decade but there's never enough time. I would like to read everyone's stories now. Thank you
I am trying to keep up with DS, but am way behind acknowledging all the messages comments etc.
Today was the 10 year date when we lost Tamzin. Too much to say here now but I felt really upset of course - so ripped off for Tamzin & his life all lost and for my younger son Nat & for me losing my baby (at all his ages).
I sort of understand cos Tamzin was so good, and its true, all of of these lost sons & daughters on here all look so good...but its too cruel.
It still makes me feel very angry and cynical at times, resentful, unforgiving all that - but I also realize I almost accept it,but not in a good way....I will never really accept it in the way I am expected to. Why isnt there a sad face? cos when you aren't ok but not feeling bad or horrible just sad. I guess the bad face is closest.
I wrote alot about Tamzin in the past decade but there's never enough time. I would like to read everyone's stories now. Thank you
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