It's been a while I know - had problems with computer but now it's fixed.  Thank you Kitty for your kind and assuring words.  I've had 2 surgeries while I was hibernating from DS and having another one next week. I've become a pro now with all these surgeries I've gone through.  My friends have always been around making sure I've rested well.
Relationship with my daughter is fine but I limit the communication with e-mail for now.  I am not ready to hear her voice and still hurting I suppose but like Kitty said and she is right I shouldn't linger on it.  I focus more on my blessings.
Thank you all for the kisses, hugs, prayers and most importantly the friendship.