Sorry to get you guys worried but my computer contacted virus again and it wouldn't let me do anything, not even get into my files.  Have started with my new chemo process.  The doctor said this time it will be easier but I don't think so.  Got weaker and more tired and so I missed a lot of work hours.  I rested pretty much during the Christmas break and I feel stronger.  I hope strong enough to get through with another chemo session this afternoon.  I went down from size 14 to 10 so I did a lot of shopping during the break.  I am not really that big but I like wearing my clothes loose because I feel more comfortable that way.  Wish me luck and pray for my chemo session today.  Thanks everybody.