So, so sorry to worry you my DS friends; didn't mean to.  My computer got infected with the wormblaster virus, the reason why I was unable to post messages and today I got it back.
I'm better but have my low moments some days.  I might go back to work the week of 22nd and I got the release from the doctor.  I move very slow but other than that life is good - GOD is good to me.