My surgery is on July 7.  I know everything will be alright because I trust in the Lord and my doctors.  My friends are very supportive.  The prayers of the Carmelite Sisters are very touching and their support is boosting my confidence. 
I've another wish to God and I am hoping He'd answer my prayer.  There is this guy whom I am very interested.  We are on friendly terms but I was hoping we could be on a romatic level or at least close friends.  I learned recently that he was in a relationship a long time ago, was about to get married when the girl changed her mind and broke up with him.  The irony is after three months, the girl got married to another guy.  
What do I do to make him know about my feelings?  I pray to God that He may give me another chance at love.  This guy and myself are both hurting and I was hoping we can heal each other.  I know both of us have a lot of love deep inside.  However, I am not very confident.  I am worried in case we have a relationship, I will be a burden to him because of my health issue.  I saw him the other day, the meeting was very brief.  I intiated a conversation but wasn't successful.