Have been going to doctors' offices a lot lately because of the lump in my left breast.  I try to be brave but deep inside I am scared and lonely.  I am very grateful that I have Nora who drives me to all my schedule; the most recent of which was when I had my MRI.  She even brought her Mom and husband to keep me company.  It was  so embarassing having them wait so long because we went to the clinic quite early.  Also, I am back to my original post and my work hours were shortened.  This may sound crazy but I thank God for the disease.  I know He has a reason for this and I trust He will be with me every step of the way.