Saw my son and his daughter's, and my daughter in law and Megan's pictures in FB.  I don't know how to react - more of hurt than missing them.  I try to focus on the good things happening to me.  I know I am being redundant but God is so good to me despite the hurt.  So far I am getting used to being distant from them.  I wish someday tho I may have the chance to love and be loved again.  I am so thankful for all my friends for being so loving, supportive and understanding.  They have made this burden not that difficult. 
Kim will be away again and maybe this time longer because of her health issues.  It is not happening yet but the thought of her leaving saddens me.  Becky has been added as my angel.  I appreciate her driving me home from work specially with the cold weather we're having presently.  I hope Karine comes back soon; missing her so much too.