It will be one year this Sept. 22.  I could say I've move on but then something always comes up.  I am scared to be by myself.  If this is God's plan maybe He will be with me along the way.  I still cry although for a different reason now.  I thank God for my caring and loving friends.  I wish my kids we're the same - even half as much. 

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Lininsocal
Lininsocal

I think things will turn around with your kids once there is some distance. We all need our own lives and you are just about to embark on the first day of the rest of your life. I am so hoping that this new beginning will bring you peace and that new spark of interest we need to get us going again. You have been forced into something new but perhaps that is part of Gods plan for you. In our loss we say going through it, on the journey, on the path, we have no choice but to move forward. Still the speed bumps and turns in the road that bring us to a stop from time to time but we move on. Keep breathing and know that I am here for you, I am rooting for you, you will succeed..(