Unable to make journal entries on a regular basis.  Not busy plain lazy I admit.  Hope things go well soon.  I can't wait to move and be on my own.  It is going to be sad and I am sure I'd be crying a lot but what can I do.  I need some form of release.  I am praying for more understanding and patience.  I am being stubborn for not accepting and understanding God's plans for me.  I realize they hurt but I will get over them soon.