I enjoyed yesterday's Mexican dinner date with Kathy.  This is her last day to sub for the school that means I need to find another person to carpool with.  I hope she finds a regular job soon.  When I got home, it looks like the kids just finished b-b-quing ribs.  The aroma is all over.  Went straight to my room and took a nap.  Besides the dogs, the bed is my other  best friend. 
I will go on break next month to pack, shred papers and clear the room.  I am not feeling as bad as before because things seem to be going fine.  But I am really scared!