I was watching TV last night and all of a sudden tears started falling from my eyes.  I felt so alone and very lonely.  There are times when I hope I could work all day.  I am really trying hard to make myself busy so that I will not have time for the sentimentalities but it is not working.  I've started several projects - quilt, crochet, knit but after a while the loneliness hovers around again.  It will even be more difficult I expect come school break.  We had plans on travelling but now I don't think that's going to happen.  I can still do that I suppose but I've never travelled by myself; let alone make the travel arrangements.