Today, I am frustruated I have changed my screen name FROM luc44 - TO Joes'momforever. can't seem to get my messages. Please be patient withme. I really need this site. I wil try to e-mail back as soon as I can. I feel dumb....I went to a candle lighting ceramony at the cementary last night. It was very nice. It gave me a little peace. I have not have a monent of peace since it happened. If anyone has a an opportunity to go to one, please gave it a try. I felt a little closer to Joe for the first time. Today I feel a little better but the pain is still there. Guess it will alway be. Well, I will see what the next day brings.FROM JOE'S MOM FOREVER (luc44)
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Well at least I\'m not crazy Lucille-I found your new name on my friend\'s list and thought, I don\'t remember this person, but of course as I\'m writing it down and seeing Joe\'s name I\'m thinking, ok, I\'m confused-now the confusion is gone! Different name, same wonderful Lucille! You keep looking for those angels!
Hi Lucille,
Hope you get this message. Glad you were able to find some peace in the candle lighting ceremony. I light candles for Kristie a lot. We do it once a month on DS. I also light a candle on the special days like holidays, birthday, etc. I find it really helpful. I think the candles give off a calming feeling. We all can use all the peace we can find. Have a good week end. You are in my thoughts and prayers for more peaceful moments.
Dawn
hope today is a better day 4 u...Pat
Good for you, Lucille! Way to outwit the technology, girl! I got confused, too, when I saw your name because I had never heard the name. Then I started reading bits and pieces of your page and went huh?? Maybe now we can get messages to you and from you - what a concept! I like the idea of a candle lighting at the cemetery - how peaceful and comforting. Please go get a copy of \"Quit Kissing My Ashes\" - it will eliminate any doubt about where that beautiful boy is! Barbara