Today was ok in the morning. Bad in the afternon. I always...have a headache. Don't want to eat, can't think. I look real bad need a haricut, color, have to push myself in the morning just to shower. Don't care about that stuff. About six months ago Joe brought him home a beautiful angel fountain. It was my brothers he did not want it. I had been asking my husband, oldest son and dad. To bring it home for me.Since my brother was going to throw it out. It is every heavy and I could not carry it. The angel has a cute little face. One day I can home from work. Joe was in the driveway waiting for me. He had a big smile on his face and said "look Mom I got your angel, where to you want to me put it? I think over and over about the gold angel coin that I found in my pocket after Joe passed. Two days after I asked for a sign that he is OK. There was the coin. My friend bought me a little angel today. I made an angel garden with the angel Joe gave me. Joe was my favorite, my son and buddy. I hope and pray that he is now with the angels. I am frightened. I feel alone. GOD HELP US ALL ON DS
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Your Joe is most certainly safe with God and with all the angels and all our beautiful sons and daughters. You will certainly get more signs from him and obviously this angel motiff is how he will let you know he\'s around-keep your eyes open for these angels to show up in the most unexpected places-I\'m getting the feeling that you are going to be driving soon and Joe is going to show you an \"angel\" message, maybe on a car in front of you, but you will realize it is from him, so keep looking!
Each day, there are more and more of us on here who have lost our children. But each day, it also seems less likely that they are \'lost\' to us, merely someplace where we can\'t see and experience them as we used to. We all ache for their smiles, their hugs, their laughter and, for some of us, their naughtiness, and the reality is slow to sink in - if it ever will. After we settle down a bit, we become more aware of their continued presence in our lives. Those signs are their way of communicating with us - there are no coincidences. So, here\'s the deal: I need some color and a cut, too. If you\'ll make your appointment, I\'ll make mine and we shall be goddesses the next time our boys come to visit. What do you think?? Barbara/EvansMom :)